I'm sorry it's been a while since my last post, but honestly, I just haven't been in the mood. Joey can attest to that.
This tantrum thing with Taylor has really got me in a funk. I mean, I have absolutely no doubt that God is in control and that He can make this all go away at the drop of a hat, but for some reason, He is choosing not to. And I must admit it is rather frustrating.
I wish I could see the purpose. I wish I could see the other side. But I can't. Right now all I see is my sweet boy struggling everyday to maintain some sort of control over his 5 year old emotions. And for the most part failing miserably. All of you moms know how heartbreaking this is to watch as a parent.
I can't change it. I can't fix it. There's nothing that it seems like I can do that is making it any better.
Until yesterday. My little angel baby made it through one whole day without a melt down. (This is where all of you God-fearing, praise-singing, Jesus-loving people jump up and down! Go ahead!! You know God loves it!!)
Please don't stop praying for Taylor. We pray often and I continue to have discussions with him about who it is that tempts him to do wrong and who it is that lives inside of him. Taylor knows that Jesus is stronger than the Devil, but I still can't get him to say out loud "Satan, get away from me!"
You can pray for that...